Sunday, August 22, 2004

New Again

So I got the Staff of the Summer award at camp. I was entirely surprised and am still not quite sure how that happened.

Camp ended yesterday, and this afternoon I said goodbye to all camp friends and am headed to spend the week with my friend Heather in Peterborough, Ontario. After that I'm housesitting for her parents for a few days.

Then come September 4th I have no idea what I am doing... or where I am going.

The job hunt has begun, the house hunt has begun. I was asked to have a job interview for a permanent camp job this past week but am hoping to have it rescheduled to sometime this next week as I was not able to make it. I've been offered a place to live in Calgary with cheap rent. I have a few friends in Calgary, but I don't know the city and I don't have a job there. I like Ontario. I wouldn't mind staying here. But it takes so much effort to find a place to live, and it's more expensive, and I would most likely have to get a car.

Sometimes I just wish an answer would fall in my lap as to what I should do, where I should go, where I should call home and make an effort to love.

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