mikao's world

on the other side

so, struggling through mountains of homework these past few days, being ever so glad i did not choose many Bible or theology-based classes, i have come to a conclusion:

i don't really want to be here. right now.

i am feeling as though my life is stagnant, i'm just waiting it out until my real life begins (or the next stage begins). i'm just here taking classes because i'm waiting for someone else to figure things out... and this just happens to be where i'm waiting out that time.

but, i'm also 99% positive that this is the wrong conclusion.

obviously i'm here for a reason, or reasons, and i don't think it's just the one i mentioned above. i'm tired of school. i'm tired of being here in saskatchewan (and i never thought i'd say that).

so, yeah.