mikao's world

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so i'm at the library, and i had some stuff i wanted to post on disk, but i forgot it at my house... and it's a long cold walk back there so... yeah. you're just getting random head thoughts.

i did some internet chugging, unfortunately not on a computer with msn messenger, although i would like to talk to people. i was actually trying to find the email address of a youth pastor i used to work with, but was unsuccessful at finding it. i did however find his home address, which is the same as it always was, so i guess i'll have to drop him a real letter instead of just an email. i did however manage to find some pictures of some of the kids i used to work with at that youth group on a ministry team this summer, so that was pretty neat. :)

my house is empty. it's a lot different living with just two others instead of 6 or 7 others. i miss always having someone around. tonight i phoned joanne (one of my housemates from last year) and my friend erin, who was here a few years ago but now lives in calgary. it is weird that after being here so long (five years this december), this year i know the least amount of people i think... but all of them have moved away mostly and gotten on with their lives.

as for me, what will i be up to come january when i'm finally done my schooling? i try not to freak out about this. i try to just leave it in God's hands. but that's tough. i'd rather know than not know.

"1There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
- 1 John 4:18