mikao's world

engaged

nope, not me. golly, you would know if i had a boyfriend. : )

tonight i went and hung out with my friend jodi who had just gotten back from montana for Christmas, and we were in the dorm and the first girl we see, is of course, freshly engaged. and then later we hear about two others. and we see a girl who just got married over Christmas break too.

but, i should be used to it. this sort of stuff happens every year. one year my roommate got engaged over fall break even (that was cool). but, it still always surprises me.

am i jealous? hmm... i don't think so. i know my time will come. and my engagement story will be better than theirs because it'll be mine. but this environment is just an extra-good one for it to happen in: lots of girls scream, you have lots of friends to oodle your ring, teachers pray for you in class.

but, alas, i am pretty much resigned to the fact that it will never happen to me here.

They're all dying for a change
But me
I'm dying for some action
But these days Sunday seems so far away
So until then I'm gonna sit right here
And here I'll stay
- Caedmon's Call, "Dance"