mikao's world

complacency

long day, and now it's almost 2am. went and worked on yearbook for a little while this morning, and got a note to come and work on it tomorrow with everyone for four hours in the afternoon... we don't need five people to work on one computer. oh the frustration.

after supper i went to seminary games night, it was supposed to be a big activity for sem students to get to know each other better, but there were only seven of us there plus the woman whose house it was at, and the seminary dean and his wife. an odd conglomeration of people, but these sorts of things usually are. i got to know the dean better which was kinda nice i suppose.

afterwards, beth and i went to joe's place, which is a drop-in centre ministry for at risk teens in moose jaw. we were there to observe for our class. sometimes i am totally shocked at my complacency for this type of ministry. why don't i want to deal with this kind of ministry? i feel so uncomfortable there. i want to reach out... but my comfort zone resides in the church and camp settings. perhaps there is a reason for this. or perhaps i am just stubborn.

got some potentially bad news about a friend, if it's true and isn't a rumour. much to sort out for tomorrow, i only heard very second or third or fourth hand, so am not sure how much is true and how much isn't.

must get to bed. goodnight.

"Search me, O God, and know my heart, test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting" Psalm 139:23, 24